Saturday, November 22, 2008

running through my mind

So I went to a Joyce Meyer conference just before the beginning of this school year. It seems like everything that was said over those few conferences has laid out not just everything that I have been going through this year, but my whole life before it as well. It restarted a fire in me that i so desperately needed. And I've been slowly losing that already and it's only been a few months. Lifegroup has helped me so much though. I don't know where I'd be without the girls from there. that's what kept me going so strong. the things I have to conquer in my near future are so scary and i was starting to. But, the devil always knows where to attack and always gets me with the same stupid thing. But, this time it's not going to work and I'm nipping that in the butt. I'm not hiding from my scary giants anymore and I'm not getting distracted from doing what I'm called to do. I'm not going to lose myself anymore to this crap and nothing is going to stand in my way. no more fear, there's no room for it. Everything will happen for His reason if i do what He calls me to do so there is nothing to be afraid of.
The verse that has stuck with me for months now is Joshua 1:9 and for good reasons too. so, that is what i will do.